Ya know...I'm mostly an optimist..for myself, but outwardly I tend to be a pessimist. I think that's because i dont really believe in humans and I just want a hero. Someone to prove me wrong. Someone to prove that humanity is in fact humane, has feelings, and can actually be caring and such... Sorry, I was just listening to a song that vaguely made me think of such things. Why can't people prove me wrong? Why am I so mean to everyone? I swear I'm being sarcastic when I'm mean to people, but it's been pointed out to me again... how annoying is that.
mmm....weird. some diver who disappeared 2 days ago was just found...alive. the chances of that are so low it's amazing.
on my goodness i need to get out of this house and away from this damned computer.
i think it's stopped raining. that sucks cuz i wanted to run in the rain. now it's just gonna be cold and lame. that's lame. still need to run though, i feel so much better when i run.
hmmm...not sure what to do...i think i need to go in some other room...maybe i'll go in my room and read...oooh...reading...yes
i will be back someday.