Oh dear. This road back could be even longer than getting back in shape in the normal sense of the word. getting back in shape meanings running and doing crunches and stuff. in the sense i mean now, it means playing and playing while sounding like complete shit and making people hear me...and figuring out how to make reeds and finding some music to play that makes me enjoy it again...maybe find somewhere to play or a group. that's depressing.
eh, maybe i'll have more to say later. i'm gonna give it a try though. = )