woo! i've been running! i ran about 3 miles today. yes, i know that's nothing compared with what i did in the past, but that's the past. i'm working to get back in shape. i also did crunches and stuff cuz i wanna have a nice stomach again, and i did some leg stuff from way back in the day to get my legs stronger, and also so that i can be nice and fast at sprinting. makes me feel much more confident, even just going for a couple of runs. i'm afraid though that i might stop feeling different and feel that i'm not "progressing" quick enough or something. i'll just have to be aware of that i s'pose.
in other news...uhh...i'm still working at bagels...school starts in 3 weeks. alex's parents come visit next week. there really isn't much going on for me. i'm starting to get into a bit of a routine, which will of course be disrupted when school starts, but for now i got to work til 4:30 then watch simpsons and gilmore girls and then sit around for a bit. then i go running and go up to uni if i need to, then come home and have a salad for dinner and be lazy/shower and eventually go to bed. on nights that i work at the bar, i go running before going to the bar so i get there feeling all confident... maybe one of these days i'll do two runs in a day or something...not everyday, i'm not psycho like htat, but it might be fun. feels so nice to be out running and to not have it feel too foreign.
damn i'm gonna be sore in the morning.
oh, i ordered some cane from a double-reed company last week, it should be here soon, at which time i shall attempt to make reeds and even to play my instruments!! oh my! i can't lose that part of me, no matter how into marine bio and everything else i get. it is such a big part of me and i really feel like it's slipping away.
anyways...i'm tired
off to bed...