jesus...this just gets weirder and weirder. tonight i worked in a bar for 7 hours. we mostly just picked up empties and brought drinks to people and such, but we were also allowed to make a couple drinks and shit. it was awesome!!!!!! we fucking work in a bar!!!! tonight was a private function with a samoan rugby team. they were fucking plastered, though it took them a FUCKLOAD of alcohol to get that way. then they hit on us and such, but it was so much fun! my goodness...hahahahhahaha
i just keep laughing about it.
oooh, and i played golf today! real golf. hilarious stuff man, i really suck. i went with alex and another german guy whose name i cant say. it was fun and i got to hang out in the sun. i have SO much work to do otmoorrow. when we were working, alex came and visited us, and caroline and paul, mike and toss did too. we're so popular!
after work we had a cup of tea with our co-workers/boss dude. damn me!
so strange.
i'm tempted to go into a bunch of self-confidence issues that have kinda been bothering me lately, but i think i'm too tired to really have it make sense. (it is 4:45am). i will end with a few cryptic notes of my own, i love to do that stuff, ya know?
i'm an idiot and i shouldn't try for this
i dont even know what to do cuz it's been so long (that could sound bad to some of you, but i dont mean it in a bad way)
i've gotten a grand total of 8 hours of sleep since thursday morning (5am start) and now (4:45am sat night/sun morning) ugh.
oye
every wish you had someone you could text, or IM at 4:45 in the morning who knew your past and could understand your perspective on things really well?
i'm off to bed
picture:me, kristin and anne, i think