weird...i almost feel like i cant have any emotions any more. i kinda feel like anything i'm thinking is being thought for the purpose of someone else trying to figure out what i'm thinking....very interesting. it's why i wish i could find my journal..maybe i'll start a new one. i just want to write down words that cross through my mind, without feeling like i'm writing them for someone to worry about or anything. i just want to be able to look back when i'm in a thinking mood, and try to figure out for myself what's going through my head and why.
currently i feel stressed out and dehydrated, and i have to get up early, so i think i'm going to be going to bed....to hide, or something
yeah sailing at 8am tomorrow.....