It's funny...i've titled this blog "wow! i do think!!" which is so damn untrue in so many ways...except that i actually do think, i think way too much and i fucking hate it. i hate my moods, i hate teh way i process information and the scenarios that i play over and over again in my head. i also hate the fact that i get what i want a lot of the time, and i dont like what it is that i want...attnetion..it's all about attention, and i fucking hate it. there's so much that i dislike...like at the party, i was dressed to impress and have guys want me, but i was totally frustrated with the number of guys that were excessive...the guy who tried to stick his hand up my skirt...yeah..not cool...well...i'll finish this later