Today was a much better day! I had a lot of fun in my phil. discussion which was kinda cool, kinda made me realize that I can talk to people that I dont know that well. My E.S. class was very boring unfortunately and so I started writing words that were running through my mind. It was kinda weird seeing how much stuff was there. No wonder I keep forgetting things with all that stuff running around in there! I kinda reorganized my thoughts a bit too, and thought about I would utilize my time for the rest of the week so I can get all my stuff done. The only thing I'm really worried about it getting my music back from BART. I think I'm gonna drive down to the lost and found tomorrow and see if there's anything there. And also find out how else I can work on getting it back. Mood is much better, still wishin I had time to chill with people more to avoid being with myself and thinking bad thoughts....random thought....I gain weight when I dont eat. I weighed more tonight than I did when I left the house this morning and all I had to eat today was 1 pop tart and a bag of chips. Kinda strange, but I just wasn't hungry. O well...I should go get started on some more work...