today has been kinda crappy. woke up feeling kinda sick. this week is looking to be incredibly stressful and the fact that i lost my wind ensemble music yesterday certainly did not help anything. philosophy problem set due on friday, along with music paper #2...6-10 pages on a piece written between 1918 and 1945. I'm thinkin gershwin would be a good choice...its still weird being single. i haven't been single for this long since sophomore year of high school, i think i know why though, i'm not too great at just being by myself, i always want someone around to support me, and just be there for me. for some reason i feel like i have to have someone that cares for me to care about taking care of myself...what a stupid way to think. o well...i have to go to class now...how exciting.
o...i also feel really bad cuz i dont see any way that i'm gonna memorize my spring line music...i'm lame, i know