oh-eight hundred eighty three eight three eight three. the pizza hut number!
i feel very lost right now. school starts, i feel like i dont know what i'm doing with myself, in terms of school, work, friends, purpose....not that i really want my whole purpose in life figured out, but i would really like to not feel like i'm just floating. i mean. the last week or so has been very strange.
done some uhh...interesting things. some interesting experiences. work. friends at work. realizing that schools starting and i feel even stupider than before. this is gonna be interesting...
should i risk it? do i even have anything left to risk? can i keep myself from getting scared and running away? or keep myself from getting real annoying?
ugh...
lots on my mind.
hopefully next update will be more positive and also be about school and actually have stuff that i've been doing instead of all the discombobulated thoughts that i cant actually explain.
cheers