yeargh....
so...
turns out my paper's not due til friday, but i'm gonna turn it in thursday afternoon and head back to stockton. i took it to office hours today and discovered that it's gonna take a shit-load more work than i had thought. i'm gonna spend some time in the law library tomorrow and see what i can find. it's super frustrating though to have 6 pages and have her be so anal about everything.
i think i'm mostly ready for my lab thing tomorrow, but i'm still studying. for some reason i dont really feel stressed persay...but i'm really lonely since jessica's gone for the week and it's just me. strange, but i really am lonely. i'm sure it kinda helps me study, but i get so lonely that i just want to curl up and cry and go to bed...of course i cant do that for a while since it is only 9.
i just want this stupid week to be over and the stupid paper to be all done with.
on another note...jas's car broke down and i totally wish i could help him. it doesn' t help that he's up in tahoe where parts are prolly kinda expensive and the labor may cost more. i think he should have it towed down somewhere that might be cheaper, but he's stuck w/o a car wherever he goes. i feel SO bad and if i didnt have finals this week i'd drive up there and hang out while we figured out what to do about it. i dont have that luxury until next week...yeargh
i wanna fix it for him...for free...and send him on his way somewhere away from his family...i dont like the way they interact....i shouldn't be writing all this up here, but oh well....
guess i'm gonna go study more...i wish there were at least more people online so i could talk to someone instead of sitting here being lonely...
it's such a negative feeling. gah
oh well....at least i know all the internal organs of a rat, crayfish, cockroach, starfish.....yay!