wow...i feel so special. jas called and asked if i was home, i said yeah, and he asked if he could come up. i was all worried that he was bringing bad news and had finally decided that i just wasn't worth all the trouble, but he walked in with three little cute orange flowers from my front yard. it was adorable! then he said he was gonna go get a yellow one, and ran out. when he came back instead of a yellow one he had a dozen roses!!!! awwwwww.....i'm shaking though. it was such a nice feeling, made me cry...all the mushy stuff. man i'm so easy to be all warmed up inside.... = ) yeah for good feelings....now i got up the energy to eat some food, so i'll probably start feeling better about many things...myself, my homework due at 4, and this fucking cold sore....flowers are pretty = )