i dont get it...i really dont get it. i understand parts of it, and i work so hard, but there are other parts just dont work. it kinda blows...
on other things
i had an awesome time sailing today. it was super windy and choppy and it took all i had every race. i'm really sore and totally exhausted, but i still managed to have a pretty awesome time at the party, and actually stay there through the whole thing. fun stuff, and i have a whole day of it tomorrow to look forward to.
i'm starting to worry about my schoolwork for next week. the outline due on tuesday isn't a big deal, especially since it's almost done, but the rough draft of my senior project that's due wed. is a big problem, since i'm not gonna have too much time tomorrow, and monday night i'm gonna feel bad and it's gonna suck to miss stargate...i like having that time to hang out with jas and just chill. oh well...school is school and i'm gonna have to put in a lot of time mon. night to get somewhere on the project. (itchy eyes suck) then i'm going out wed. night and my problem set thats due on thursday is gonna be an issue, so technically i should get my problem set, outline, and rough draft all totally finished on monday night...yeah right!!!!
i'm just gonna take it one day at a time. sail tomorrow. do homework like nuts on monday. turn in the outline tuesday and pull a super late-nighter, then work all day wed. til i turn in the rough draft, then work on the problem set until i go out. then go to class thursday and work on the problem set til my appointment to see the terapist lady and tell her how much trouble i'm having dealing with approaching things differently.
so much backwards stuff...weird to drink that much, have fun, and still feel like i can analyze, control, and understand stuff....very weird...sleepy...
night