It's strange. I've been feeling so much better. I felt like the things that I was trying to work on were improving, even if it was only slightly, and I didn't feel so out of whack with myself. Until today. I'm not sure if I'm gonna make it to class, but I really need to go. I want Jason's package to get here, so I don't have to worry about going to pick it up or anything. I have this really stupid/weird feeling that I've had before and I hate it. I hate it because I can't make it go away. It hasn't bothered me in about a month, but its back, and now I feel like crap. I kinda just want to talk to someone, but I dont really know who to talk to. Jas isn't picking up his phone. I shouldn't be so damn dependent on him, but i'm just lame like that...fuckin ups