Ahhh.... not much to say besides the fact that I've been feeling pretty down lately. I don't actually know that there's any particular cause, i think it's the combination of being in one place for a long time, never sleeping well, being myself and being a bit of an attention whore. Also not having many friends or people to talk to. I'm not really sure what to do, I don't even feel like I could talk to the person closest to me. I don't really want to go talk to someone I don't know...I don't even know what there is to say besides i half feel neglected and half feel like a complete idiot who keeps finding herself at the edge of reason because of how down she is for no reason...
Yeah, anyways... the weird thing is that i know there are heaps of other people out there who feel bad like me, lonely like me, like they're totally alone and nobody would notice if they weren't there, but I could never talk to them. What would I say? Hi, I feel like crap?
Anyways, just thinking.