Tuesday, January 24, 2006

ah, i like rain. i had to go up to uni to fee my damn anemones and i decided to wander up there in the rain barefoot. for some reason, wearing shoes in the rain has always seemed really strange to me. i mean, they just get wet..what's the point?
well, i almost pulled it off today. i wonder what it is that always gets to me and ruins my plans...i'm such a goofball. a silly, rather stupid goofball.
lifes' fun that way, especially when i have some idea of what it is that i think about life. wonder if that makes any sense.
i was sitting at home, feeling a bit depressed and lonely and then i wandered up to feed my anemones and realized that i'm really looking forward to classes starting up again, and that i'm not really that lonely. i mean, i would LOVE to have more people to hang around with, more plans to take up this free time i have, but i dont NEED it. i really can amuse myself simply with thoughts. i mean, i usually have the tv on, and my computer in front of me, but i could also be reading, or writing. i keep randomly thinking of writing down the stupid little "scenarios" i play out in my head, but i think then i wouldn't be able to put myself to sleep imagining them, plus if anyone ever saw them they'd think i was crazy. well, crazier = P
hmmm.....i had more to say originally, but oh well...

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