Mmmmm.....smells good in our place. Too bad it's not my food. Ooooh! Pretty soon we'll be cooking our own food and it will be edible and we can try all sorts of cool recipes! Me excited! Me also apathetic and worried at the same time about a few things that are going on. Once again, due to the fact that other people apparently read this occasionally, I can't go into much detail, but i'll say that nobody seems to be having very good times right now. it makes me wonder what's going on in the world and if everyone is finally starting to realize the futility of caring or something. I have at least 5 or 6 friends that have been feeling down and I'm too broken to feel that I can do anything to help em out, besides listening, which I love to do and can still do. Everyone's got different reasons, and I want to help people work through it all, but i just can't. i think i'm convinced that i'd fail if i tried and that failure would just make me feel like the me of old, which is bad.
i also am worried that i'm actively uhhh....paining other people by being me and not making any sense.
mmm...hungry
i had a fun night last night, went to a party with a bunch of the people from my dept. had fun, acted like an idiot, got quite twisted. went to curve with gibbons and chris and then they left and went to coyote. i hung out with anne and shaun for a while, had some water and then anne and i went over to coyote where we danced for a little while. oh yeah, and i had a tiara! haha. stupid shane gave me vodka and told me it was water. the bastard!
k, time to clean bathroom and kitchen! yay = (
cheers