well riiiiight......
so north-south is this weekend. We're renting an RV, a huge bus-lookin' one, and I'm drivin it down to Lake Isabella, where the regatta is this year. I have no idea who I'm sailing with, but it doesn't really matter because I will be out of Berkeley and away from all the school work and stuff. I can't believe there's only 4 weeks of school left. I'm really frightened actually. I've finally got a decent resume (thanks brian) and I'm supposed to be writing this cover letter, but I guess I've gone totally dumb because I can't think of anything to say. I guess writing a letter to sell oneself is difficult when you believe you have nothing to sell....oh well....i'm still working on it, but I really should finish it before we leave tomorrow mornin and send it off to this company I really want to work for.
I also should be working on my papers. Got the 25 page music paper due the mon. after Thanksgiving. I know what I'm writing about, I basically just need to sit down and do it. It's strange because I've never written a paper that long, and yet I'm totally not stresesd about it. I found out yesterday that the GIS Research Project we were supposed to have was cancelled because the professor didn't explain it early enough in the semester. That takes one "unknown" homework thing away from the mix. My marine geobiology class has another problem set and a 5 page paper, but the prof. hasn't talked about either of them yet, so I can't start to get those out of the way. I don't think it will be very hard. Then for ESPM 100 I have another 25 page paper which is due in early December, either the 2nd or the 9th...i can't remember which. i'm a little bit concerned with this one...i'm working with brian on it, and he's kind of stressin about it, which i guess makes some sense since we are a little behind on where we should be. I just feel like I'm not really doing anything for it, and I don't like that feeling...I'm actually kinda frustrated with how that is going, but oh well.....
Sailing has been pretty fun. There's some fun and interesting people on the team, and I've really enjoyed this semester.
Symphony is lame, but at least the other oboes are pretty chill.
I think that's pretty much everything going on for me. Except for all the other stuff....haha
the stuff that i dont want to write about in here...partially because i dont know what i'd say, partially because i dont want to say it, and partially because...well....i think it might be a bad idea....haha
i will say i had a strange night last night...it was kinda fun...but i feel really awkward, and confused about lots of stuff....oh well...cheers!
i should get back to the stupid cover letter.....i really need help with this....i suck at writing...i've been staring at it for about an hour now....and i've written two sentences...and i wasn't doing anything else..no internet, no tv, no games....except this of course....gah
back to work