alright...so technically i have 11 days of class left. then after that is finals, but that's not really class. i'm a little bit worried because that means i'm out in the real world and the only potential thing to do that i've heard anything about is a volunteer internship, which would be cool, but not a job. i'm trying to work on some other stuff, but it's hard cuz there's so much school stuff going on. onto that...
i have this music paper due the monday after thanksgiving. 25 pages on 7 pavans by William Byrd. I've got about 3/4 of a page done thus far. I'm not quite sure where i'm headed with the paper, but i'm currently just working on the introduction. i meant to go to office hours but my GIS lab took too long so i didnt make it. i guess i should email the prof with my questions, but i'd rather just talk to him. unfortunately, i dont think he's there at all on thursday or friday, but i'm not really sure. maybe i'll try tomorrow.
i'm also just feeling really, really down. i dont really know why, but i feel like i have no real friends, i've kinda messed up with those other people, i'm super confused as to what i'm doing...........in those kinds of things...argh...i think i know what i should do, but i dont really know if that's what i'll end up doing cuz i'm a retard.
basically i feel like shit...i've made it through the whole semester without feeling like this, which is definately an accomplishment for me, but now i just gotta keep it together til the end of the semester and then i'm off to hawaii and done with school...damn i need that to come, but i need to get these freakin' papers out of the way.