so...there are times when i sit and try to figure out what's happened to me. unfortunately, i'm too dumb to figure it out...therefore, i have to go talk to some person i dont know, to try and have him tell me whats going on....i'm not a fan, but without it, i dont think i'd be worth much to anyone at all....not that i'm worth much even with it, but hey, every little bit counts i s'pose.....i cant really think of many positives right now....roommates asleep, i'm gonna do that too....get the mind off this. i gotta phone call to make in the mornin though...