So, it's been a while. I've been busy. Kinda feelin the need to write though. So far, schools' been going okay. Most of my classes are really interesting, although it's hard to kee my interest on any one thing for a whole class period. O well. The year hasn't really been that great though, it's hard for stuff to be great when most of it isn't that fun. Hmmm...maybe more on that later...Last night was bad, and it totally just set me off so now I'm in this weird, kinda down mood...Lame! Stupid david had to build up my hopes, then didnt care when i ended up last chair. makes me really want to quit symphony, but i cant cuz i ahve another class with him...grrr...and besides, if i quit i prolly wouldn't practice much, then i'd be screwed. i also wonder if i'm taking on too much again. i feel like i dont have time to do anything i enjoy (do i enjoy anything?) and the stuff that i have to do. i skipped class today, it's an interesting class, and hard, but i didnt have the oomph to walk across campus, or feel like dealing with that many people....i'm kinda worried about the rest of the year...if i'm having trouble going to class this early in the sem. what am i gonna do later when the subjects are boring and everything starts happening at once?? shit!!