So I'm at my Dad's work, I should be working. Except that I wanted to get a couple things off my brain so i could work and actually think about what i was working on...i just talked to someone, and i figured out what the psycho nervous feeling is. it's worry...i'm such a dumb worrier...i cant not worry. grrrr..... i just wish that i could always make everything okay, but i know i cant do that. so i wish that i could make things better than they are, ya know? not perfect, but better. i usually end up making things worse, but i try. anyways...time for me to go be useful. argh...my stupid brain is still full of stupid stuff. hehe....o well.....