I think today is the 18th, as in 12 days after my last entry. I'm in the music library trying to get some of my listening done.It's so dumb of me to think that this is really gonna, help, i'm terrible at recognizing pieces, i cant even recognize stuff i've played sometimes...i think this may be especially hard cuz the atonal and 12-tone stuff kinda all sounds pretty much the same to me. and i'm supposed to know when each of these was written and the anme of the "movement" which they were associated with. I saw lord of the rings two towers today, that was a great movie. if i ever get married i'm either marrying legolas or frodo. i really want the third one to come out now. seems like there's all the movies, that the third is coming out..harry potter, lord of the rings, and the matrix. could be some crazy movie watching come fall...woohoo!! so i got rejected from the puerto rico thing. sucks cuz it sounded so cool, but i didnt really have much experience to offer. i'll live, but now i have no plans whatsoever for the summer. i'd really rather not end up working for my dad. i really should contact that other prof. on campus, i told her i'd come in but then i got sick. gah....i'll e-mail her again. hmmm...latto also gave me another name that might be helpful...i'll aim for a lab thing on campus maybe. i wish i had more options here in berkeley cuz i'd so much rather stay here than go home to el stockton....i have no idea what i'm gonna do. i think i'm gonna cry, o wait, no i'm not.
i had a double date thing last night. it was really, really fun. it was me and jason and conway and jason's roommate matt.first we went bowling. i sucked in the first game, but the second game there was a bet, anne and i's combined score vs. jason and matts. if they won, we had to give them lap dances and swim in the sproul fountain. if we won they had to give us back massages and swim in the sproul fountain in their boxers. of course conway and i kick ass so we totally won. so we headed over to the fountain and skated around sproul as they went swimming. it was the most hilarious thing ever. they looked so funny in teh fountain, and there were all these homeless type people hanging out and cat-calling....kinda...it was really funny. then we went back to jasons and decided we wanted cookies, so i got to drive matt's car over to safeway. its a stick jetta....man, i want a car like that!! it was SO MUCH FUN to drive. i told he'd better protect his keys of i'm gonna steal it. whew! so then we watched pretty woman (very good) and went to bed at 5am. woo!
this music is weird....electronic organ cadenza in the last act of philip glass's "Einstein on the Beach." WTF?? hehe
So there's this guy, his name is Jason. I really like him. We've been hanging out a whole lot, and it's been really fun. He's amazing to talk to and fun to hang out with, although he gets sick too often = P. maybe that's my fault. dangit! he's different from pretty much everyone else. i'm not exactly sure what it is about him, but i feel like i'm learning about myself, and why i'm me. it's kinda frightening cuz i dont really like me, so i dont really like what i figure out a lot of the time. this is getting to be a long entry. but i've got another hour to sit and listen to this weird stuff...i think i'll stop writing in this though. i dont really know what to say. for some reason i cant seem to get stressed or care about finals, but i really care about jasons finals for some reason....gah, thursday night was one of the hardest nights ever for me, but i'm not sure why...i feel so lame that i fell asleep. i hated when i was awake and he went to the bathroom and it totally sounded like he was really upset. i just don't know what to do and i feel terrible. absolutely terrible.
o well...enough for now...summer's almost here...the only things i know about summer are that i want to go to tahoe, and i want to go surfing and i'd like to go camping...i'll work on those.
-tiff