Oh wow. So it's been a while. Lots to say, though I'm not sure how much of it I can say here.
First things first: my computer. So I gave it to Darin and they looked over it and decided that it was, in fact, dead. So I went down to the store and spent a lovely 225 Kiwi dollars on a new hard disk. got that installed and went in search of anyone with a windows xp home install cd. the only person I found was alex, and I figured that the language wouldn't matter, (he's from germany) so i used his, and now my computer speaks german, so I can't figure out what it's saying to me or telling me to do or anything. it's one of the most annoying things, but i'm so sick of not having a computer that i installed AIM and firefox with the german stuff and when i find an english version and replace this, they're all gonna go away and i'll ahve to re-download them. it's prettbeen shit. and darin's become rather unhelpful, so i'm just gonna fend for myself. i do have to figure out how to get the music off my ipod without losing it all. for some reason i also can't watch dvd's on this computer. i have interactual player which is what i used to use, but it says it can't find the dvd navigator, so i cant watch the fucking movies. so frustrated with computers. and because i just did all of this tonight, i haven't really been online at all, which means that i haven't been chatting with friends from home and i think they really help keep me sane. which means that i'm insane = P not that that'd be news to anybody. anyways, basically computers suck and i dont know as much about them as i would like to. i hate tap-click too on my touch-pad thing. it drives me nuts cuz i'm not used to it and i start selecting all sorts of random shit and moving stuff, but i cant read enough of the german to change it. yeah. want to just fix it all and get this off my mind.
#2 my final exam is wednesday. i'm not really ready, but at this point i think i could probably bullshit a pass, but i really want to get a decent grade so i'm prolly gonna stay up late tonight studying and then go to work at 5am tomorrow and then study all day tomorrow too. i really wanted to get a decent grade in this class, but i'm not so sure that's gonna happen. makes me feel quite stupid.
i had a fun weekend working at the bar. saturday night we were supposed to have a birthday party, but it never really showed up. there were actually people there however until 5:20am or so. anne and i walked home as the sun came up. great fun. sunday night (mon is a national holiday over here) we had an indian event thing that was absolutely packed! there were 4 of us working and there were times that we were all doing stuff and it was busy! as the night progressed it got less busy, but there were people there til 4:30. we had a great time dancing behind the bar, drinking on the job, acting like fools....so much fun! (also very tiring) i had to work at bodyworks at 6:30am, so i just didnt go to bed, we hung out at curve and then i went straight to work. i then slept from about 9:30 til about 12 today and i've been up studying and shopping and such for the rest of the day. craziness!
i've been feeling kind of awful for the past eh, 5 days or so. not sick awful, just kinda bleh. i guess awful is kind of a strong word for it, but it's really starting to frustrate me. i get annoyed so easily, get lonely, frustrated...wonder if it's cuz i'm tired. perhaps i should just go to bed.
mmm....bed. gotta get up at 5 for work tomorrow morning. yay! my favorite. ugh.
k, sleep time.
no...i have no pictures on my computer.
more will come later...