hello hello!
i was trying to study today, but i really need the powerpoint presentations which i cant download here, and so i need to go up to campus which i'll do later tonight if we're not moving. If we are moving then i should be packing and I'll go up tomorrow. It's funny that we're moving and I really don't feel like we are. I've got all my clothes packed up, but nothing else. I'm not quite sure how i'm going to organize it well enough to find everything and also to make it movable without a bunch of random stuff that could get lost and such.
I'm wondering if maybe we shouldn't just get a taxi to move up there and not wait for darin to help. Though it would be so nice to not have to pay a crapload of money, and to have someone who might wait and if we are nice enough might even make two trips.
so i finally only work 2 days a week at the gym and i only do mornings. Now i'm not making very much money, especially not enough to pay rent, but i'm not gonna be so damn tired and screwed up. hopefully wholly bagels will come through with some sort of job for me and i can work on making a bit more money.
Looks like it may have finally stopped raining. Riding home from work today was awful! The wind was coming towards me so not only was the rain blowing in my face painfully hard, i wasn't going anywhere cuz i was riding into the wind. it seemed like it took forever and i was soaking wet by the time i got home. gah. i also felt like i was gonna pass out and die or something cuz it was pretty exhausting and i was in need of food. mmm...food.
mmm...nirvana.
hmmm...i really can be an idiot. but that's okay.
i've been feeling very apathetic and not that happy the last couple of days. i think it's just that i've been procrastinating a lot of things, and i'm missing a couple things from home, and i've had this weird feeling that i cant really explain. and no, that's not me being purposely vague to avoid people recognizing themselves, that's me generally not knowing what the feeling is. i think it's a weird sense of dread.
would someone talk about a really mean topic with someone that they think fits into that category? like...if you were talking to an overweight person, would you talk about how horrible you thought fat people were? (this is just a very random example....). i'm kinda weirded out by this idea at the moment.
yeah.
i was being dumb and brought up something that i've always thought of myself as, and the person i was talking to totally made fun of them and such...does that mean that they dont classify me as that? or are they just rather heartless....? so weird
anyways....
yay! we're gonna have power in our new place tonight!! so exciting!
ok..gotta go pack this heap = P
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hehe...arnold schwarzenegger's signature...haha