Goddamnit!!!! Damn damn damnit! My fucking computer won't work. It won't even really turn on. I turn it on and it comes up with this message "system failure is imminent, back up files now and fix your hard disk, press f1 to continue" so i hit f1 and sometimes it starts up and works for about 30 min, but then it goes to blue screen or just dies. Other times it just goes straight to blue screen, and sometimes, it goes to the black screen where it looks like it's loading windows, but it just stays there for an hour or so until i get pissed and turn it off again. stupid fucking thing i think i might actually have to take it in somewhere to get fixed because i have no fucking clue what to do with it. I'm gonna do my best with norton and my backup system disk, but it sucks ass. Yesterday it was showing these little pop-up bubbles that said "auto-save failed, C:Program files has been lost" what the fuck, i mean...seriously!?!? stupid fucking computers.
on that note, i won't be spending much time on msn or AIM for however long it takes to get the damn thing fixed. stupid thing.
i fed my anemones today. still not sure how i'm going to clean them and keep them in the dark, but i'll figure something out. stupid fucking computer.
I've been in a pretty bad mood for the last week, i'm not sure if it's moving (i doubt it), the fact that i have stuff to do and i'm not doing it (i.e. studying for final), the fact that i feel all lonely, which is possibly related to the fact that i've been single for over 5 months, which is a fucking long time for me (As some of you know) and it's just weird. it's really annoying and i feel bad cuz i'm not all cheerful and smiley like i was for a long time...can't be...too grumpy = P
gah, i told myself that i was over all this, and i pretty much am, but it's just nagging. so annoying!!!
on a side note, i've been SO sleepy lately i dont get it. it's like, i'll go to bed at 12, get up at 10:30 (9.5 hours) and then be REALLY sleepy and take a 1.5 hr nap from like 1-3:30 and then REALLY sleepy again by about 9, but force myself to stay up til 12...what's with this? and my muscles are really sore, but i dont think i've done anything in the past few days that would cause them to be sore. at least the headache finally went away. that's a plus = )grrrr to the world!
so i'm obviously feeling super positive about everything at the moment!! woohoo! go me! d'oh
i really should be studying, but i need the damn powerpoints, and i feel like i can't get anything done here...oooh...maybe i'll print em all out so i can study at home where there's food to keep me awake and sunlight coming in through the windows. i think i like this idea.
if anyone has any suggestions about my computer, i'm VERY open to them!!
stupid fucking computer
i should stop ranting.
no pic cuz i'm not on my computer...
stupid computer
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