well then....i'm procrastinating, but this is a good place to do it i think.
its finals time. i'm being a good girl and studyin' mainly cuz i'm almost done with all this crap. summer school and one more semester. then i'm gonna wait on grad school i think. i dont want to have to deal with this sort of work for a bit. i kinda wanna go out in the world and try my hand at this being on my own thing.
i went to see the lion king last night. it was super, amazingly awesome. i would love to see it again, or be in something like that....man i wish i could sing!!
studying sucks a whole lot. i suck a whole lot. oh dear....not like that...to jas's disappointment = P
yeeeaaaahhhh...so anyways....hows it goin?
its going. i've been feeling pretty stupid and worthless lately. very stupid and worthless actually. i feel like the only thing good about me is to look at me...and even then, from a distance so you cant see my face...
its funny...my therapist lady is treating me like i'm anorexic. i find that very funny. definately makes me question things.
i hate seeing movies about love. they make me wanna cry for hours because its not really possible and yet i still want it so much. sad cuz i dont think i'm even capable of it. how sad to want something you're not capable of?
i bought some chapsticks...make my lips feel better. stop getting stupid cold sores...
i just dont know what to do
i'm at a dead end
but i want it to go up.
it will go up
i will make it go up
hehe
yeah
so the movie i'm in is super fun
i'm being boring and weird
guess i'll go study more of this stupid shit...
horseshit
my least favorite word(s) ever...